Saturday, 26 July 2014

The Hiatus

I know... long time no post. For those of you following my health status, here is an update. I am completely recovered from the tyroidectomy. The scar is healing nicely and is barely visible. My post surgery check up showed no signs of any cancer remaining in me. So Yah!

The entire ordeal has made me re-examine my whole life and think deeply about all my life choices. I have a lot of other things going on and as I re-prioritize things, I plan to focus on some of the other stuff. Does this mean that I am finished as a crossdresser? No. I don't think that its possible to walk away completely but I am taking a step back.

So far I have got rid of the majority of my female clothes and things. I had a walk in closet full of shoes, clothes, makeup, wigs and accessories. I scaled back to just one small bag of stuff, much like I had back in the beginning. I don't know when or where I will be dressing up next but I am putting no pressure on myself to do so.

In the meantime I am doing art projects, and writing stories again. I am maintaining all my Mary-Margret on-line pages so I am still my femme self in that respect. I doubt that will ever change.

So don't be sad. I am not gone and not going anywhere, just a smaller version of myself.

Special thanks to all of you who kept my spirit up during my fight with cancer. It was a challenging time and the love and support is what got me through it. So thank you very much.

Hopefully some new upbeat and fun posts will follow soon.

Hugs and Kisses,


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